Went to come along with my granny today.Shocked me really,Shes getting older in a few months.Cause her bad health i think.A lot of problems.I almost cried when i was watching.She just did keep smilin to me as if I havent come over to her house for ages.
We talked about alot of things.sorrow things,happy things.Talked about alot of old stories that shes been with my grandfa ,and his family.those are simple stories,but such a beautiful memoires to her.And I was tryin to image the life she used to enjoy (or hard). Feel so badly,I never have a chance to call grandfa .Cause hes died in 1977's.I still missed him though.especially when I hold his old "house" in my arms.felt like hes just around with me.As if i was talkin to him while touchin his old cold bones.Its weird i was not scared like supposed to be.
Watchin the old photos,hearin my granny's old family stories,my handsome grandfa,my young aunts and uncle in pics.There was a hard ages,But I think they lived happily even my granny always got drunk and smokin.Its so far away from me,But its like yesterday.
I think the whole family and me were gonna in different life if my grandfa is alive now.Actually I never thought of I would miss them who the guys died before i knew .But with my grandfa photos,their stories,I would love to meet him just once at least.
Just simple family,with simple stories like all the other families.But its also so different,so greatful,so impressived.My granny is great woman ,even i dont have so much connection with her ever.But she still feed 4 kids alone after grandfa died.Even I cant see her over 3 times a year.cause she loves to be alone.There are alot of feelings dont know how to impress with words.I dont know really.But my heart know,I think thats enough .sometimes really shame that i didnt study mother language hard.
Well ,wish my granny could live long long ages.the intersting old lady always says"he run away so fast ..."
We talked about alot of things.sorrow things,happy things.Talked about alot of old stories that shes been with my grandfa ,and his family.those are simple stories,but such a beautiful memoires to her.And I was tryin to image the life she used to enjoy (or hard). Feel so badly,I never have a chance to call grandfa .Cause hes died in 1977's.I still missed him though.especially when I hold his old "house" in my arms.felt like hes just around with me.As if i was talkin to him while touchin his old cold bones.Its weird i was not scared like supposed to be.
Watchin the old photos,hearin my granny's old family stories,my handsome grandfa,my young aunts and uncle in pics.There was a hard ages,But I think they lived happily even my granny always got drunk and smokin.Its so far away from me,But its like yesterday.
I think the whole family and me were gonna in different life if my grandfa is alive now.Actually I never thought of I would miss them who the guys died before i knew .But with my grandfa photos,their stories,I would love to meet him just once at least.
Just simple family,with simple stories like all the other families.But its also so different,so greatful,so impressived.My granny is great woman ,even i dont have so much connection with her ever.But she still feed 4 kids alone after grandfa died.Even I cant see her over 3 times a year.cause she loves to be alone.There are alot of feelings dont know how to impress with words.I dont know really.But my heart know,I think thats enough .sometimes really shame that i didnt study mother language hard.
Well ,wish my granny could live long long ages.the intersting old lady always says"he run away so fast ..."
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